[surrender]

I give up. There is so much she just doesn't get at this age. There is no point in trying to get to know her, because she is blind; she can't see that I am worth her time, and she has a few revelations to go before she would. It drives me CRAZY that I probably won't be there when she comes to understand love as I do. I HATE THAT. Had to vent on my MySpace earlier, but I still didn't get it all out.
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
That didn't help.